Hello? Again unscarred you?
Long time no communications, the heart has a lot of words to say to you, though. In the end means it hard.
You will not have surprised me in the memory. I often talk between from time to time blurting: You do not say how how? Do you often shocked a second or two, like to say I told you this? something like I can really remember one day we meet again , a piece of clothing you wear, what with the pants, wear sandals? Or shoes? also those unknown intricate shopping malls, waiting for traffic lights or zebra crossing when the crowd at the strange, we speak very close to ... ....
really fragmented picture of these often in my mind drifting and over, and sometimes I even think in those pictures hidden clues and suggested that I have put together a simulation over and over again, may be able to segment those minor , piece together a complete story, a reason for thinking about
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happened recently made a series of constantly turning my heart wave, the sudden change made me know what to do ......< br> have more than once told have their own, do not worry, do not worry about those meaningless issues, how to how to. now do not have the desire to achieve my 'miss a partner can rely on, even with nothing in return not be worth it?
but the original was that I was most disturbed mind of a man ........< br> just around the corner like a far away!
well I thought I can control, such as and can you want to kiss me, I kiss you; For example, if our friendly relations, to the end of the day to no longer contact, do not met, then I can be satisfied smile and said: to know you , has been the greatest happiness in life. For example, I can pretend things happen to you, without smell it, do not care, free and easy to say: If you want to tell me, tell me naturally. For example, in the face Suddenly, you desert passion or sudden, I can know exactly how to do that. I thought I could control the mind of many rational ideas, just look at the existence of itself, only the good parts of the memory, such as cutting it carefully with a knife the joy of that moment when, to extract condensation. Do not be greedy, do not expect, do not think the plot was. But I also like the others, after all, just ordinary people, not really that strong and brave.
how much I worry that One day, his desire for love is no longer, for fear of disappointment; I worried that I know you forgotten the first time, that feeling of vibration; I do worry about killing each other real good tear, will one day, we do not think of with each other since that time why the reason is that too close, so wait to escape?
remember more than I want to tell you, met you was the most wonderful experiences of my life. but I'm afraid to see you then expression when the laugh, and then say it is met, so what?
so I did not ask exports, did not know you understand my heart.
I often think, able to meet you, really pieces a good thing. No matter how, at least I know that there once existed a man like you. like a living memory in my mind a unique meteor, even if only in a meteor across the moment, the night before is the endless waiting, After the night is more black.
in our live mode, I often think of this analogy repeatedly asked ourselves: the moment of meteor light and heat, what can burn out the number of moving? look at the numerous suspension, loss, wait , the cycle of despair, in the lonely dark of endless fear of guarding, in the cold, trembling, in those fed with a large number of innocent memory of the night, if I finally put a fire, burning the body the signal that the youth, meteor-like you, how would hate myself unable to stop, unable to fly, unable to shine, weakness and sincere regret that the burning of echo do?
I wish I could remove the disguise and recognize your feelings inside. When you I obviously touched the light, in fact, I was afraid not so much courage enough to face the long night, after endless Huan Hua moment alone. I had to look away, do not recognize, said to myself over and over again, they do not expect to not feel lost.
between us, if you're like a hand holding a remote control at any time you can press choice, I just want to make a meteor fall in the slow, the next second I was afraid of the imminent demise of despair, the endless dark. You can see the contradiction in my mind it? so long to be close, but afraid of close. so eager to confess, Frankly, they fear.
so eager to share, but afraid to share.
really I did not go to pet you, I try to strike a balance between a feeling of happiness!
Dear you, I I wish I could remember the feelings of this moment. Regardless of the future, how do you, how do I, how do we. at the moment just wanted to let you know, even if I cry, but also because of fear can not afford to give me good.
I hope you can forgive me guess your heart once again.
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